I would like to congratulate everyone who tested last week at the Toyoda Center. It was my honor and privilege to participate with your test, and I wish you all the best of luck with your continued training.
Regardless of the outcome of your test, which I’m sure Strouse Sensei will be meeting with you individually to make corrections and recommendations, you all did very well and should be proud of your achievement. After all you survived a rank test at the Toyoda Center!
Having said all this I would like to say a few words about testing in general for everyone to consider. I am particularly concerned for the beginning students who witnessed the excellent brown belt tests. I can see how a new student could watch this and be overwhelmed. The words, “I could never do that,” crossed your mind perhaps. And the truth is that, now, at this point in time, you cannot! The advanced tests you saw last week were the culmination of years of practicing, learning, studying, thinking… TRAINING! The tests are punctuation marks in a very long Aiki story.
A very important thing that all Aikido students need to remember is that your sensei considers Aikido a lifetime art. He will not grow impatient with you when you cannot learn how to roll. He will not think less of you if you cannot learn a technique, or the Japanese terms, and just keep doing everything wrong. Your sensei has been conditioned to “sense” even the smallest increments of growth in his students. Even when you think you are not growing, or you may even think you are failing, this is not what your sensei sees. Keep coming to the dojo! Keep stepping onto the mat! When it’s time you will be ready for your test.
To the continuing students: Please remember that testing day is after all just another day of training. Yes you are put in the spotlight and you experience all the nerves and emotions that are associated with that, but this is just another day of training. Yes you may receive a new belt and all the “accolades” that go along with that, but you are just another Aikido student. To use myself as an example I have trained in Aikido for 14 years. I’m just another nidan of thousands. Seven years of that time was spent in the kyu ranks working my way toward the goal of a black belt. Since then I have tested just once, and I expect I will probably only have two more physical tests for the rest of my career. That means that over the span of my Aikido life I will have spent just a fraction of my time in the kyu ranks. Stepping through the kyu ranks is not an end, it’s a beginning! Essentially I will describe it as one who is becoming fluent in a foreign language. Why would anyone want to learn how to speak a foreign language anyway? To communicate with more people of course. When you achieve the rank of shodan you can then strap that hakama on and go anywhere in the world and say, “Onegaishimasu! Let’s speak the language of Aikido together.” I have had the experience of visiting dojos in foreign countries where I cannot speak the native language, but as soon as we step on the mat we can communicate flawlessly. It’s a beautiful experience. The purpose of the black belt or any ranks for that matter, is to bring people together, not place a separator between them. Bringing students together in a dojo is the job of a sensei. Teaching seminars and bringing dojo’s together is the job of great sensei. Bringing the world together, all speaking the common language of Aikido, I believe was the goal of O’sensei. I am glad I put the time in to learn the language.
Train harder!
PS: I put some words about the Germanov seminar and a pic on my blog:
http://lifelongarts.blogspot.com/
